Chapter 5 - The Doctor's Visit

Elena's checkup was scheduled for Thursday morning.
She hadn't expected Damian to insist on driving her himself.
"I can take the bus, sir," she said, standing awkwardly by the front steps, her small bag of prenatal vitamins clutched against her chest.
"You cracked your head against a mirror two days ago," Damian said, already holding the car door open. "Get in."
The drive was quiet at first. Elena watched the city blur past the window — gray buildings, a flower cart on the corner, a boy selling newspapers who reminded her briefly of her own younger brother, three provinces away and unaware of any of this.
"Does the father know?" Damian asked eventually, eyes on the road.
Elena's hands tightened in her lap. "He left before I found out I was pregnant."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. I'm not." Her voice was flatter than she meant it to be. "It's easier this way. One less person to disappoint me."
Damian glanced at her, something unreadable in his expression, then returned his eyes to the road.
"Lily's mother left when she was two," he said quietly. "Different reasons. Same result. A kid who learned too early that love comes with an exit."
Elena turned to look at him properly for the first time that morning.
"Is that why you let Sarah stay this long?" she asked, the question slipping out before she could stop it. "Guilt? For Lily not having a mother?"
His hands tightened slightly on the steering wheel.
"I told myself that for a long time," he admitted. "That Lily needed a mother figure, even an imperfect one. That staying was for her sake."
"Was it ever true?"
"No," he said. "I think I stayed because leaving meant admitting I'd built six years on a foundation that was never solid to begin with. That's a hard thing for a proud man to admit."
Elena studied his profile — the tired lines around his eyes, the tension in his jaw he probably wasn't even aware of holding.
"You're admitting it now," she said.
"Only because I finally saw what staying was costing someone else."
The clinic came into view, small and unremarkable between a pharmacy and a noodle shop. Damian parked and came around to open her door before she could reach for it herself.
Inside, the doctor was warm, brisk, efficient. Elena lay back on the exam table, and the familiar cold gel spread across her stomach, and then—
The sound filled the small room. Fast. Steady. Impossibly alive.
Thump-thump-thump-thump.
Elena's eyes filled without permission.
She glanced sideways and found Damian standing near the door, absolutely still, his eyes fixed on the small screen where a grainy shape curled and shifted.
"Would you like to know the gender?" the doctor asked.
Elena hesitated, glancing at Damian — an employer standing awkwardly in a room he had no obligation to be in, watching a heartbeat that wasn't his.
"You don't have to stay for this part," Elena said softly.
"I want to," Damian said, and his voice cracked slightly on the last word, surprising them both.
"It's a girl," the doctor said, smiling.
Elena let out a breath that shook the whole way out of her chest.
A girl.
"Lily's going to want to draw her a house," Damian said quietly, and Elena laughed — a real laugh this time, wet with tears but genuine — because of course that was the first thing he thought of.
"She already offered," Elena said. "One with a door that locks."
Something in Damian's face shifted, soft and unguarded in a way Elena had never seen on him in fourteen months.
"Smart kid," he murmured.
On the drive home, the silence between them had changed shape entirely — no longer awkward, but full, the way a room feels different once someone finally opens a window in it.
"Thank you for coming," Elena said quietly, watching the city slide by again, gentler this time somehow. "Nobody's ever come with me before."
Damian didn't answer immediately. When he did, his voice was low, careful, like a man setting down something fragile.
"I'd like to keep coming," he said. "If you'll let me."
Elena looked down at her hands, at the small swell of her stomach beneath them, and thought of eleven seconds, and locked doors, and a six-year-old's crooked handwriting.
"Okay," she whispered.
It wasn't a promise. Not yet.
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But it was a door, cracked open on its hinges, letting in light for the first time in a very long while.
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